the little things

start with good or start with bad?…BAD.
Everything seems fine until you see there’s a reason why you’ve been feeling so DOWN for the past few days. I’m back at college and to say it’s worse wouldn’t make sense, but to say it’s better or the same wouldn’t make sense either. It’s just muddled.
My “friends” say, “JUST GET ON WITH YOUR WORK AND DON’T BE AFFECTED BY THINGS THOSE PEOPLE SAY” But, wait. People have been saying nasty things? What? Oh I remember that this has been going on for a while - I blocked it out. BUT WTF, I’VE NEVER SAID ANYTHING BAD TO THOSE PEOPLE?! “….” Oh, so it’s jealously. Well they can SHUT UP & F*CK RIGHT OFF. I’m not going to ignore it any more, I’d happily blame them for all my problems and make them feel like I did. But it’s not in my nature to make others feel like they’re worthless at such an important time. I just want to curl up in a corner and sleep until July.

Dorama, Music, Fangirling and Fashion keeps me going.

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Posted: January 14th 2008 10 months ago at 4:35 pm