I hate being 18.

I feel nauseous because college is not enjoyable.
I feel nauseous because university applications are stressful.
I feel nauseous because my portfolio is far from ready.
I feel nauseous because I have yet to write my personal statement.
I feel nauseous because I only want to go to a particular uni.
I feel nauseous because there’s a lot of pressure for me to get into a prestigious uni.
I feel nauseous because every conversation is about me going to university.
I feel nauseous because I have so much work to do.
I feel nauseous because the computer is slowly dying.
I feel nauseous because the printer ran out of black ink.
I feel nauseous because I’m going to be really poor this year.
I feel nauseous because I don’t have money for materials.
I feel nauseous because I can’t get a job.

I feel nauseous because this is the last magazine batch I can enjoy…

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I feel nauseous because though I can’t afford it, I still want to own all these magazines every month…

I feel nauseous because the girugamesh concert is tomorrow.
I feel nauseous because I must pretend that I’m not nauseous that day.
I feel nauseous because there is no chance of getting any work done that day.
I feel nauseous because the next day I have to travel to a uni open day outside London.
I feel nauseous because that’s another day I can’t get work done.
I feel nauseous because I’m going to be exhausted on Wednesday.
I feel nauseous because I have to go back to college on Thursday.
I feel nauseous because it’s going to be like this for some time.

Posted: January 28th 2008 10 months ago at 4:04 pm